My backs hurt :(

So nice those cube right ? haha , okay fine , this moment , i just wanna tell you that my back hurt cause sitting on this beautiful hard chair from this evening . not yet showering , scared with those lightning i can see through the window . if blackout afterward , im running out of the bathroom naked , and i dont want that to happen . okay , now my sister text me and say that she will sleep at atik's house . im sleeping alone tonight , ohhhhhhhhhhh im so scared like helllllllllll -.- dad is at bintulu right now until this tuesday . and my mum , yknow she stay at miri right . and im here with my nenek and yet i still feel like im alone . i dont know what to do .